My name is Dolly Morton, I am just
twenty-six years of age and I was born in Philadelphia, where my father was a clerk in
a bank.
I was his only
child and my mother died when I was two years old, so I have no
remembrance of her. My father’s salary was small, but he gave me
as good an education as his means would allow, his intention being that I should gain my
living
as a school
teacher.
He was a silent, stern, reserved man, who
perhaps may have been fond of me in his way: but he never showed any outward sign of
affection, and he always kept me under strict
discipline. Whenever I committed a fault, he would lay me across his knees, turn up my
short petticoats, take down my drawers and spank me soundly with a broad
piece of leather. I was a plump, soft, thin-skinned girl who
felt pain acutely, and I used to shriek and kick up my heels
and beg for mercy−which however, I never received, for he would calmly go on
spanking me till my poor little bottom was as red as fire and I was hoarse
with screaming. Then when the punishment was over and my
trembling fingers had buttoned up my drawers, I would slink away with smarting bottom and
streaming eyes our old servant who had been my nurse, and she would sympathize with
me
and comfort me
till the smart of the spanking had passed off.
Our life was a rather lonely one; we had no
relatives, my father did not care for society of any
sort and I had very few girl friends of my own age; but I was strong and healthy,
my disposition was cheerful and, fortunately, I was fond of reading, so, though I often
felt very dull, I was not absolutely unhappy as a
child.
And so the years rolled on, quietly and uneventfully. My
childhood passed, I was eighteen years of age and had grown to my full
height of five feet, four inches; my figure was well rounded, and I was quite
a woman in appearance. I had begun to chafe at the monotony and repression
of my life, and was sometimes very willful and disobedient. But I always
suffered on such occasions, for my father still continued to treat me as
a child, taking me across his knees and spanking me whenever I offended
him.
Moreover, he
informed me that he would spank me every time I misbehaved until I was
twenty years old. This was very humiliating to a girl of my
age, especially since I had become rather romantic and had begun to think
of sweethearts. But I never dreamed of resisting my father’s
authority, so I took my spankings −which, I must confess, were sometimes well
deserved−with as much fortitude as I could muster up.
But a change in my life was soon to come. My
father was seized with an attack of pneumonia, to which he succumbed after
a few days’ illness. |